Sta.sh
I stand here, alone, on a long, dark road
Under the rain.
I have a piece of diamond,
Or glass,
Or ice
In my hand.
It glimmers with a hope, though not as bright
As before.
It’s lost its warmth
And now lies cold and dead
In my palm.
The glimmer is only superficial
Yet somehow, I still think it may
Have a life.
It’s gone
That old gleaming hope
Like every time before
A secret I shouldn’t have told
Every time
Every time I have that hope
The hope of maybe, someday
Not being lonely anymore
Every time in my stupid fleeting happiness
Every time I have to talk
I have to share my joy
My stupid, fragile hope
And then, as quick as it came
Others so desiring of my own private bliss
Snatch it away
It shatters, irreparable
On a cold endless road, under the rain
And it’s gone
Forever
Maybe…
I try to piece it back together
But it looks like I’m not
Good enough
“The One”
Anymore
And with silent stupid tears pent up
That I dare not shed for fear of something
I myself can’t name
I take a shard or two, prick a finger
Trying to heal what’s broken with blood and tears
And when that fails, I take a single shard
A chip of that once-promising diamond
And keep it, though I don’t know why
For as I continue down that road, with no one beside me now
Every time I look and wish to remember better times
When I could be held when I cried,
When I could laugh and not be alone
The edge cuts me, saying
“I’m not yours anymore.”
But yet I cannot cast it away
I cannot forget what I once had
But now there is no other hope in sight
Only fog
And a long, dark, road
Under the rain.
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Woah. pwnage emotion.
THE EMOTION IN THIS POEM IS EPIC.
I LOVE IT.
-FAVS-
-stops using caps lock- xD
It's very pretty, even though it's so sad...