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Ow

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Not again...
HOW COULD YOU?!
I don't think I can forgive you this time.
Ripped my heart out backwards
And I don't think you stopped there
I'm numb, knowing
That I can't do anything
I can't fight you anymore
I can't fight for you anymore.
I don't think I want to.
I almost hate you now.
You've thrown away those nights
I stayed up crying with you
So you weren't alone
Those screaming hours against the ones I love the most
Just to get you back.
You called it nothing when I stayed awake
On resolve and a little caffeine
To stand guard, and not miss a single word
You said for days.
You fought me then, and then you thanked me crying
And now you shot me down
And called it nothing
When I said I'd lay down my life
You called it nothing
When I fought to get that link back
You now call it nothing
You just got done stabbing me
With a thousand intangible knives
And all through my heart
But have not the mercy to destroy me.
Did you think of no one?
Or are you just too blind to see
What you've got left
Rather than what you've lost?
So now you could be gone
And I'm still lying here
Unable to fight, unable to speak
Unable to do anything but hope it all turns out all right
Hanging on for dear life yet again
Stop this madness, I want to get off
Turn my back in it, drag you away from yourself
But all I can do is use that last shard of hope
Because I think you've destroyed me at last
...I don't care what anyone thinks about this. I had to get it out of mysystem...though that, like everything else, was a miserable failure...
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dude...i honestly think that you are freaking depressed. talk to me dammit!!!!